Learn to notice when I'm holding on to things for no reason - worrying too much I'm on my way. Friday night was hard, as I was the only non-drinker and non-smoker, and I did not have a place to stay. I got disappointed by people around me, as they were insisting for me to be someone I am not. I didn't know how to react, and I held on to my gut feeling. Yesterday I wrote a letter about it, and I feel relieved. After all, it's not my problem. It's a pity to say I can't count on them and my autonomy is very precious in those circumstances.
   Enjoy my new boyfriend's presence and my new peace of mind This one's an energy sucker. Why would I need a boyfriend anyways?
    Read and reply to the threads, clarify my position there